thanks to coffee...

The world is a stage, but the play is badly cast.


I am always astonishing myself. It is the only thing that is worth living.


To become the spectator of one's owm life is to escape the suffering of life.


... when the gods wish to punish us they answer our prayers.

I don't want to change it here in laboratorium, but on the main site.

I can't. I'm a computer bimbo. I have no idea who made me a moderator...

this needs correcting:

make a living- live on
for licking- to lick
I still haven't heard your thanks- I still haven't heard you say thank you

please, if someone can do it, thanks.

A kiss may ruin a human life.


One should always be in love. That is the reason one should never marry.


A man can be happy with any woman as long as he doesn't love her.

I've been busting my arse in the quarries all day long so that you could make a living late at night I strech my legs on the sofa the wind hasn't managed to blow away from me the smell of other women's discharge and you have urges for licking I'm tired I still haven't heard your thanks but miaoooooo...

erekcjato crap 128

A cigarette is the perfect type of a perfect pleasure. It is exquisite and it leaves one unsatisfied.

just a suggestion: erekcjato crap 122 I got the fuck out of the scrape bucket not to rub the life out futher cuts scarred me-the only child- deeper down into my tatooed subconscious you were unwilling to help to survive I had to teach myself how to cheat -just like my unknown father I learned well h...

who made me a moderator? i refuse. ehhh

Heaven or Hell the circus
of your actions

To Play
(chance is god here)
at Carnival

assuage the guilt
The deep fear

The separate loneliness

open Sinygog
open sesame

The Party of new connections
mind made free
Love cannot save you
from your own fate

Art cannot soothe
Words cannot tame
The Night

If you should rise from Nowhere up to Somewhere, From being No one up to being Someone, Be sure to keep repeating to yourself You owe it to an arbitrary god Whose mercy to you rather than to others Won't bear too critical examination. Stay unassuming. If for lack of licence To wear the uniform of wh...

I know the bottom, she says. I know it with a great tap root: It is what you fear. I do not fear it: I have been there. It is the sea you hear in me, Its dissatisfactions? Or the voice of nothing, that was your madness? Love is a shadow. How you lie and cry after it Listen: these are its hooves: it ...

A deranged mind I took a liking to 7s they seem to bear magical power and therefore make you concern yourself with them 7 Egyptian plagues 7 parts of the world 7 years of misery - I cannot remember if it was so but I like it anyway the logic is irrelevant as long as you take pleasure in it what matt...

His life- the underworld, Carco, violence, ruthlessness, monstrosity, gold digging, debauch. I read his notes avidly and with horror. For a year, in semisolitude, my imagination has had time to grow beyond measure. At night, in a fever, Henry's words press in on me. His violent, aggressive manhood p...

In order to create the loved object in this way and to issue it with its certificate of authentification, as beloved, I had also to labour at the idea of myself in love. I watched myself closely for all the signs and, precisely upon cue, here they were! Longing, desire, self-abnegation, etc. I was r...

There is no sense in loving someone you can never wake up to except by chance.

Build your cities proud and high. Lay your sewers. Span your rivers. Work feverishly. Sleep dreamlessly. Sing madly, like the bulbul. Underneath, below the deepest foundations, there lives another race of men. They are dark, somber, passionate.They muscle into the bowels of the earth. They wait with...

It's not men who limit women, it's not straights who limit gays, it's not whites who limit blacks. What limits people is lack of character. What limits people is that they don't have the fucking nerve or imagination to star in their own movie, let alone direct it.

I confess I am afraid of you The catastrophe of your exaggerate love You who never find yourself in love But only lose yourself futher, decomposing. You who never recover from out of the orgasm of loving (...) You who in loving break down And break futher and futher down Your bounds of isolation, Bu...

(...) I say, wonderful are the hellish experiences, Orphic, delicate Dionysos of the Underwolrld. A kiss, and a spasm of farewell, a moment's orgasm of rapture, Then along the damp road alone, till the next turning. And there, a new partner, a new parting, a new unfusing into twain, A new gasp of fu...

There are so many lives packed into one. The one life we think we know is only the window that is open on the screen. The big window full of detail, where the meaning is often lost among the facts. If we can close that window, on purpose or by chance, what we find behind is another view. This window...

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful- The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so...

Don't bug me, love
Unplug your mouth
I'm straight with you
Give me my due
And don't be sly
I hate to lie
































under the covers

We've made a great mess of love since we made an ideal of it. The moment I swear to love a woman, a certain woman, all my life that moment I begin to hate her. The moment I even say to a woman 'I love you'- my love dies down considerably. The moment love is an understood thing between us, we are sur...

piękny poem

-Powiedziała, że ze mną zatańczy, jeżeli przyniosę jej szkarłatną różę - zawołał młody Student - a w całym moim ogrodzie nie ma ani jednej szkarłatnej róży (...) -Oto chyba prawdziwie zakochany człowiek- powiedział do siebie Słowik.- Noc po nocy śpiewałem o nim w moich trelach, a nie znałem go, noc ...

myslałam ,ze się domyslicie. mogłam napisać wg I Cing-znaczy Księgi Przemian-znaczy zbioru 64 heksagramów-znaczy dwóch trigramów-znaczy figur złozonych z trzech linii- znaczy ciągłych yang lub podzielonych yin-w zależności od przypadku- sześciu rzutów trzema monetami-dawniej (ok.1000 lat temu) metod...

czekasz na łące.

czekasz na piasku.

czekasz w błocie.

czekasz we krwi.

czekasz przy jedzeniu i piciu.

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musiałem. czy było mnie stać na to? drogę znałem na pamięć. stały klient. byłem szmatą. od pierwszego razu z nią wiedziałem: nie zaznam spokoju. miałem ciągle przed oczami ten obraz : jej, obleganej przez tłum rozdygotanych desperatów, jakby od dawna nie rżnęli się z kobietą, wpatrzonych w nią z wyw...

to mogłaby być ballada o Ponurym Kosiarzu. dopiero teraz odczytuje całe bogactwo znaczeń tego wiersza, dean. a konopie to wiadomo z czym się kojarzą. razem skręcaliście ten sznur?

sex bez orgazmu.